Outside
they compete,
five birds
in the tree.
They rhyme
to the rhythm
of 4/3.
And two
butterflies float
as if dancing
to the song,
they fall and rise
with every note.
All along I sit
quietly the window,
in a square patch
of sun,
on a sofa for one.
the stories that made me
Outside
they compete,
five birds
in the tree.
They rhyme
to the rhythm
of 4/3.
And two
butterflies float
as if dancing
to the song,
they fall and rise
with every note.
All along I sit
quietly the window,
in a square patch
of sun,
on a sofa for one.
On the morning of the last day,
he woke up and saw death
blocking the doorway.
They wrestled each other
to the bedroom floor,
where my frail, fearless grandfather
was eventually defeated,
in patch of sunlight
on the marble.
He left in a hurry, my grandpa,
taking nothing with him
and leaving behind no last words.
He had just enough breath left
to say goodbye
but no one was there.
We thought
that death would come
in the night,
like all the thieves do,
but death crawled in
in the morning
and we weren’t there.
In my grandmother’s house,
old and dark and dusty,
I would walk
the long corridor
with my eyes closed,
running my fingers
softly along the rough
wallpaper, like a needle
on a vinyl record,
and i swear to you
I could hear the sound
of my mother,
my aunts and uncles,
laughing as they played,
each in their own childhood,
before the dust came in
and the darkness settled
on the furniture.
It’s the first day
of my autumn.
I find myself on a hilltop
alone like I’ve always stood.
The breeze whispers
in my ear
words I don’t want to hear.
The sun’s rays,
warm on my skin,
warm like my mothers’s
love should’ve been.
The sun’s rays fall
on the solitary trees.
The breeze
shakes their branches,
shedding their past leafs
as they stand waiting for
the promised rebirth.
If this
finds you,
I’m just writing
to say that my closet
is haunted
by the smell
of jasmines
hanging onto
the summer dresses
you left behind,
and that I’m throwing
them all out.
that night
on the rooftop
we stood
watching the eclipse
the darkness
growing darker
wrapped its arms
around us
as your fingers
found mine
and held onto them
your eyes
brighter than the stars
hanging above us
reassured me
that the moon
was coming back
Remember when we buried
your grandma’s
dusty seashells
in your garden
and you said
if we watered them
for a week
and ocean would grow
out of the ground?
I remember how we
woke up to the sound of seagulls
gathered on the grass,
and we ran to the window
where,
in your eyes,
I saw
the unwavering light
of hope.